It has been a hard for Darling ever since my exams started.
He has to put up with my nonsense and tantrums and he did it without even making a sound.
He is always there, standing by me and giving me mental and physical support.
He would give me massages knowing that I feel tired after intensive revisions won't ask one in return.
He will do things that will cheer me up.
He knows when I need food and water.
He will make my favourite ice Milo.
He will kiss me good night before he sleeps while I continue on with my studies.
He is so faithful and caring to me.
He gives me advices.
He know what are my favourites.
He loves me a lot!
And I love him a lot too. Dear, thank you so much for the past few months. =)
"But the greatest of these is love."
After flipping through a few pages of my Chapter 2 PBF notes, I finally resigned and decided to take a short nap. Lying on the bed, memories of us being together flow back to my mind.
I used to be alone when eating fast food. I used to be travelling alone wherever I go. I used to stay only at my place or the Pei Ying's flat. I used to exercise on my own. I use to talk to the phone with only my friends. I used to cook only for my friends. I used to go to places that I usually go. I used to... There are so many things which I usually had done alone.
But with you around, my life has completely be changed. You have brought me to places we have never been before. My first overseas trip, my first stay in a hotel, my first visit to Mount Alvernia where I was born, my first experience at "Ming Ge Can Ting", my first camping trip at East Coast Park, my first alighting at Yio Chu Kang MRT station, my first trip to your market place, my tonning out with a guy at East Coast Park, my first day at work at Alsco... I can list on many things which are both my and your first.
Darling, do you love how much I love you? I really appreciate your love, care and concern for me for the past 1 year 8 mths and 8 days. What a good deed have I done to deserve such a good and loving hubby-to-be? Those moments that we are together will always be like the first time we met at Causeway Point. Fast beating heart, nervousness, shyness.. Indeed it has always been there and evergrowing as each day passed. My love for you has even grown a lot and much more than you ever can imagine!
Hubby, I am terribly sorry for all the mood swings and bad temper that I have! I am sorry that most of time I only make you upset. I am sorry for all the flaws and the not-good-enough of everything. I am very, very sorry dear...
Dear, I really hope that we'll be able to "Bai Tou Xie Lao, Shen Shen Shi Shi" also can be together. I love you! Only with you around, my life has been completed!
"But the greatest of these is love."
